R. MATTHEWS
DISCLAIMER!
This
story is about two-thirds of the way written at this very moment. What that means is that even though this
first chapter is fairly solid, there’s a very good chance that it may see some
changes by the time it officially publishes.
This has also not gone through any professional editing either, so
please do allow me some grace if you come across any errors.
Now that that’s
out of the way, let me say a huge THANK YOU for your interest in the Masquerade
series! I can’t tell you how great it is
to know that my work has resonated with readers. I honestly never thought that would happen.
When I finished
Her Soundtrack in the beginning of Spring, I was fully prepared to comfortably
close the door on Ella and Jonathan and let them live their lives. Of course, I was always day dreaming about
what they were up to, but nothing more.
Since clicking ‘publish’ at the end of June, all of your wonderful,
endearing and encouraging comments have poured in and I couldn’t help but start
writing about them again. So it’s thanks
to you that this sequel is on the way!
Thank you again
for all of your amazing support. In
exchange for this chapter, I only ask two things of you… first, tell me what
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please, please help me spread the word about the series.
Happy reading!
Renee
HIS SOUNDTRACK
HIS SOUNDTRACK
I’ve Got the
World on a String –
Frank Sinatra
I am a king.
I woke up in my favorite way to wake up. I had a girl under each arm, both brunettes;
one with long, dark curly hair and the other with light brown curly hair. They were both devastatingly gorgeous with
thick, long lashes and they were both breathing deeply as they slept, snuggled
tightly against my chest. My grin had
gotten wider these days and it was definitely because of them.
The morning sunlight crept in through the gauzy cream
colored curtains of the French doors.
Valentina’s eye lids began to twitch a little and I started the
countdown to when she’d actually wake up.
Even though she had an olive complexion, the skin of her eyelids was
pretty pale and thin. Enough so that I
could see all of the fine little lines of red networking under the thin skin of
her eyelids. I found that intricate
network ridiculously pretty and interesting.
Who knew I’d ever spend this much time thinking about eyelid skin? And who knew I’d ever call it pretty? Not me.
Claudia probably would have seen it coming, but she’s
clever like that. She can read a person
pretty well now and she probably would have laughed at me and my stupid eyelid
skin thoughts and lovingly told me I was a goner.
It was all thanks to the
girl on the other side of me though.
Ella.
Ella breathed life into me and then gave me one better; our
daughter, Valentina. The fact that they
were both tucked into my sides was not a treasure I took for granted
either. It was a miracle they were both
there beside me. They should have
died. They would have died. Every doctor in the hospital said so. Just the thought makes me shudder. But my beautiful girls had strength. As a proud man, I always liked to think I had
strength, but it wasn’t like theirs.
Theirs ran so deep.
Naturally, the best and worst day of my life had to be one
and the same.
Both of the curly, brown heads that lay on my bare chest
started to stir, but Ella beat Valentina by opening her eyes first. She squinted a few times and then
smiled. That smile just killed me every
time. I was helpless against it. And believe me, I had to work to get a smile
out of her.
The first time I’d seen Ella
was at that fated masquerade party in Italy and she definitely wasn’t smiling
that night. That doesn’t mean she wasn’t
still the most gorgeous woman I’d ever seen, with her perfection of a bowed
mouth and big, beautiful eyes. She was
just nervous that night. I had suspected
as much, but she confirmed to me later that going to the masquerade that night
was definitely stepping outside of the box for her. She’d gone against her parents, something she
never did, and took a chance; also something she never did. I was stepping outside of the box too, for
that matter. I wasn’t even supposed to
be there.
I’d only planned on being in Italy for two days, max. I was going to swoop in, snatch the property
from Pat Kelly, and swoop back out. But
something happened between the swoop and the snatch.
The concierge for the hotel I was staying at caught my
eye. She was an unnaturally blond Italian
woman with very long legs and a great accent.
She was just my type. I don’t even remember her name, but when I
attempted my charms on her earlier that day, she easily succumbed like they
always did. She encouraged me to go to
the hotel’s masquerade party that night, saying she’d be there herself. That night, I threw on my tux, which my
personal assistant, Nina, knew was a staple when packing for an international
flight, and went down to the terrace to find the tall blonde. Day in, day out, this had been my life. Business warfare during the day, nameless
blonde to ride at night. It was all
pretty standard for me, procedure wise.
What I found instead was anything but procedure. Gabriella Marie Kelly.
She stunned me. And
I don’t get stunned. I swear, she was
glowing that night. When I think back on
it, everyone and everything else at the masquerade but her seems dull and dark;
all the men in their black tuxes and the women in their sleek, colorful dresses
with these wild masks, but not my Ella.
She wore an ivory dress that was all puffy on the bottom, like
Cinderella, but fitted at the top like a vixen.
She was hotter than hell. She doesn’t believe me when I tell her that every man was
staring at her that night, but it’s
true. There are far too many beautiful
women in the world out there who don’t get how attractive they are simply
because stupid men are too busy being too intimidated to talk to them. Lucky for my girl, I’m a cocky son of a bitch.
It was a miracle I got that dirty old perv off her when I
did. As soon as I saw her, I forgot all
about the blonde and went to make a beeline for Ella. I took my eyes off of her for a second,
hoping to grab a couple of glasses of champagne to help my charms on my way
across the terrace. When I looked back a
second later, some trash bag with a gnarled face mask was trying to mark my territory. I immediately abandoned my champagne mission
and took back what I knew was already mine.
If I thought she was gorgeous from across the terrace, she
was indescribable up close. The first
thing I noticed was her eyes. They were
big and bright with life and the same dark chocolate color as her hair. When she stared at me that first time, I
swear I could see her soul. And it was
even more beautiful than her perfect heart-shaped face. I know it sounds crazy, but I think I knew I
loved her from the moment I saw her.
When I had thought that she was mine from across the
terrace, I had no idea how deep that sentiment would end up being, and how, in
all reality, it’s the other way around.
I’m hers. I like to walk around
like I’m the man of the house, and by default, that term is true, but like the
British guy says in that movie she loves, she has bewitched me, body and
soul. She could ask anything of me, anything, and as long as it wouldn’t
harm her, I’d do whatever I could to make it happen.
And even though she can’t talk yet, I know it’ll be the
same when it comes to my Valentina too.
Never in a million years did I think I would end up being a sappy family
man. I saw my father and mother and the
products of that marriage didn’t seem so great.
I generally enjoyed the game of the business world and chasing women,
but I was under no illusions that I was some awesome human being.
And, at the time, my sister Claudia was
such a shell of a person… it was a thought I feel terrible about now, but I
didn’t exactly see us as some amazing offspring. Like I said, I was busy being amused with the
game that was my life. I thought that
wife and kids stuff was for other guys, but definitely not me.
But something changed when I met Ella. She changed the way my heart beats. After meeting this sweet, beautiful, funny
person, suddenly the idea of being locked down wasn’t so bad. At first, when I assumed she’d be a fling,
long-time fling, but still fling, I actually felt myself missing her. And I didn’t even know her. When she’d shut me out after we first met,
she left a gaping hole in my chest and the only remedy was her essence. Before I knew it, I was looking to lock her down, not the other way around. I’m eternally grateful to my baby girl for
helping me make serious headway with that mission.
“Hi baby,” my sleepy wife
mumbled. Wife and daughter were my new favorite words in
the entireEnglish language. It’s just that mine were the best.
I kissed her forehead and inhaled deeply. I could smell Ella’s shampoo, which I’d
discovered was some kind of light honey scent, and I could smell Valentina’s
baby scent. When the two mixed together,
I felt euphoric.
“This is becoming a really bad habit, Jonathan. You know we’re not supposed to have her in
the bed with us. They say people roll
over when they’re sleeping and don’t even realize they’ve hurt the baby.”
“Come on, Ella, it’s fine.
Besides, she was crying and she sleeps longer with us anyway.” She only frowned back.
Like any good new mom, Ella was always trying to follow
the rules and I couldn’t blame her. Valentina’s face scrunched up to match her mother’s just
then and I knew what was coming. Right on cue, she wailed
herself awake. Ella sat up and Ishifted my body so I could cradle my little
baby in my big arms. “Shh shh shh, it’s okay, pretty girl, shh shh shh.” I gave her a little rock in my arms, but she
kept crying. That’s when momma came to
the rescue. Ella gently scooped
Valentina up from my arms and the crying ceased, but I didn’t take offense. I simply didn’t have what Valentina
wanted. And thank God for that.
Ella slid one shoulder of her silky pink nightgown down,
revealing half of her perfect chest while I wordlessly put a bunch of pillows
behind her. Leaning back onto the new
mound of pillows behind her, she let out an exhausted sigh and closed her eyes
while Valentina latched on eagerly. We
had a nice rhythm and developed a groove as parents. We were a good team and words were often not
necessary.
“I feel like a cow,” Ella
said with her tired eyes still closed.
I laughed, “Well, you are being drained of milk…”
“I hate you.”
“No you don’t. You
love me. A lot,” I replied after kissing
her cheek while Valentina sucked on.
“I want a guy to know what this feels like; whipping your
giant, engorged boob out and having a little mouth suck away for milk…”
‘Giant’ and ‘engorged’ were actually pretty good
descriptors. They were both those things
these days. And I loved them. Ella was pushing past a double-D cup size and
I was a happy husband.
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